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24.7.10

MIIEY F***IN LYFE!
[ im nt lovin a single min min of it!]

haish its been lng since i last blogged n so much has happened...
i seriously hv no idea where i shld start or end...myb wid the fact tt im confused..its the 1st tyme in miiey lyfe wen im stuck btw 2ppl...GRIYA OR ZUL....why why mus i choose btw them..they're both diff special unique n niceee in their own ways...griya came bak into miiey lyfe aft evrythin..n tts supposed to be gd ryte..
has in yeah im nt sayin its bad bt its jus confusin..those days n nytes i spend cryin n thinkin bt her n jus wantin her by miiey side bt nw its diff..wen she finally asked miiey for stead 3days ago i said YES bt thn the next dae i figured i shldn't hv...has in i onli tot bt myself..wad bt zul..hys dependant on miiey...who s gng to care for hym wen im nt there...whose gng force hym go skl..no one..n if im wid griya i cnt be wid hym supportin n helpin hym evryday..i didn't exactly tell her the truth why i needed tyme..has in yeah  i love her mre thn anythin in miiey lyfe..bt i cnt jus leave zul lyk tt...yup im nt att to hym bt those days wen she wasn't ard he fetched me frm skl had lunch sent miiey hme..bot me things...he made miiey smile...n i neva felt happier bt the thing is miiey n griya we were att for a yr n a mth plus...memories still linger in my mind...she is the reason i am wad i am...bt at the same tyme i cnt say yes whole heartedly to her..why..probably i shld take things a step at a tyme...bt im scared to lose her..n zul im scared griya thinks me bein close wid hym is gng make miiey love hym...n myb coz of tt she'll fade away..I DUN WANNA LOSE HYM OR HER..ESP HER!!!i wanna tok to her n tell her hw i feel..if onli she understood hw much i realli love her..n wanna be wid her bt at the same tyme help zul...if onli she understands....i wish i had her..idk eachdae in miiey lyfe is mre n mre confusin..ppl keep cmein in to miiey lyfe...n leavin jus lyk tt....i wish i had sme1 who wld jus show mi n help miiey realiise wad i realli nid in lyfe...if onli i had tt special sme1 miiey lyfe wld be so much easier.....haiz griya,bby where r euu wen i nid eu so badly.......




Boy The Love You Give Me Is Wonderful<3
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