ZUL N MIIEY...
things are gettin onli mre complicatin siahl...he sorta loves miiey bt idk...ya i hv forgiven hym lng lng tyme ago bt cnt he give me tyme to get adjusted to miiey new lyfe...cnt we jus be frens...yup i noe hys willing to change or probably has aldy changed bt I JUS NEED TYME cause i still love griya...n i seriously dunno why evry1 is askin miiey why im stupid why i cnt mve on bt i dunno...n zul its hard to trust hym all over again..i dnt wanna keep gng htrough hurt n pain n hurt pain..tt sucks euu noe...bt anw yst b4 gng for the play i met hym at wlds lol..I MISSED HYM MANX..hehe=)thn we bought drink thn walk ard thn jus slack ah bt yeah he hold miiey hand.......i was lyk kinda shocked surprised n i jus looked at hym...he smiled bt i didn't noe wad to say or do..haish n as usual hys still so farkin overprotective of miiey....rossa saw miiey thn she purposely bang into miiey n push my hand..lol i jus smiled n laughed thn he stared at her..lyk wth ahs..thn i was lyk oi she's my fren la..thn he smiled at her n said srry..i jus laughed so cute sia...hahaz...he made miiey smile he made miiey happy bt im still nt sayin yes...i need tyme..
MIIEY N GRIYA
haish still nt tokin its been days n i miss her..i cn tell ppl i've forgotten her i dun love her bt ITS FARKIN NT TRUE..the sec im left all alone i miss her..i close my eyes n all the memories we shared tgt plays in my head..i was tokin to miiey mum tellin my mum n askin her why she thinks griya loves chan n nt miiey..my mum said sme ppl jus aren't meant to be...bt its nt true ME N GRIYA..we were meant for at each bt probably at one tyme..probably things chanes its been 4mths...im confused i wanna wait bt i shldn't rite..i dunno im confused...why wldn't she call at all..last tyme it wa diff even wen we fought she'll call she'd care bout miiey bt nt anymre...n tt hurts..COZ I CNT LIVE WO HER...n why doesn't she understand tt instead of always tryin to make miiey hate her...coz its nt workin at all..she burned her hand...i dnt understand why she's hurtin herself..i hate to see her lyk tt...haish i seroiusly am confused..
KARTHIK=)
i miss hym lyk a lot a lot..last nyte i was to tired to tok to hym wen he koled..haish i feel bad coz he said he was gng to drink..i jus said ah ah kae..thn he said i gtg tc bye i'll msg eu once im hme..i wonder wads wrong wid hym n if hys oki..hys the onli person who noes miiey damn well bt nt better thn griya..lol ya in skl he noes wen im said or happy or wen im jus havin moodswings..lol ya evry1 in skl thintgs were lyk TGT TGT..no no no its kinda annoying bt yeah..he still lovess miiey n i dun want hym to..has in he n griya r the same they noe miiey so well so why still love miiey im nth close to perfect..haish i open he opens hys eyes n finds a damn nice gal out there...
NW BT TODAY
the day didn't start of well..infact it sucked lyk a lot..i woke up had fever n soar throat i cnt swallow anythin bt nw its betta i've been takin strepsils..hehe=)thn ya miiey dad's cousin is cmeiin dwn wid hys family so i had to help miiey mum cook n clean the hse...thn i had bad headache..still havin my body is aching..aiyooo my mum says its coz of yst bt i went blur..lyk huh why wad i do yst...thn she say idk u ask urself ah...thn i jus walk away feelin so blurred..aiyooooo..thn ya next wk kellock havin funfair tot of gng hopefully griya wld go..thn zul msg miiey n say syg next wk pls make urself free we go out kae on sat...thn i replied said i hv plans srry thn as usual he gt angry n ask wid who where why...thn i reply thn he said SO NW UR FRENS R MRE IMP THN MIIEY LA FINE JUS FORGET MIIEY DNT BOTHER CNTC ME..thn i was lyk feelin damn farked up wonderin why he always does tis to miiey..i jus replid fine i'll ask my dad thn tell u...thn we started fightin thn in the end he said he didn't wanna waste hys pp8 fightin wid me he asked me to make a choice btw hym n my frns n tell hym..i was lyk wth...NW I JUS hv to tink of smt to lie to hym abt..aiyoooo n nw i gtg take medi n rest....byeeezz
Boy The Love You Give Me Is Wonderful<3
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